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[Wednesday
June 21st, 2006
2:50pm] |
i guess i'm pretty horrible at updating but haha better not , rather not.
things are okay!
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[Sunday
June 11th, 2006
10:37am] |
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my moods have been insane but thats not unusual. i'm still really mad at myself but i've had a wonderful weekend with friends <3
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[Friday
June 9th, 2006
12:31pm] |
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hey guys, not too much has been new. today should be pretty fun, i have to get through this hellhole which is otherwise known as school, then go to some dumb appointment but then i get to hang out with good friends and bobby ( <3 ). it's always a good friday. this morning the latest starbucks product, iced coffee in a pretty tall can for just 2 dollars or so made my entire morning. just knowing i did not have to use the gross machine and lug around a big gulp sized cup of iced coffee made my day. it was in a tall slim can and it was great, hahaha.
i've come to terms with a lot of shit, i'm an idiot there's no doubt about it but i'm working on it.
i am currently very pissed at myself, i haven't been feeling too good with myself at all lately and i can feel myself slipping backwards at a rapid pace now. and i know it's because i realized certain things and have become so angry with myself.
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[Sunday
June 4th, 2006
3:44pm] |
i'm returning back to myself, or at least realzing so much. well, i did that awhile ago but i've been acting like myself a lot more so things aren't so crazy.
this weekend was pretty chill i'd have to say.
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[Saturday
June 3rd, 2006
5:01pm] |
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this aint party time its army time
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[Wednesday
May 31st, 2006
3:40pm] |
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ahhh damn, i'm fine, sorry i had a ... spaz out for a bit.
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[Saturday
May 27th, 2006
3:15pm] |
i can't believe i make such a fool of myself sometimes, it's very disappointing. sometimes things slip out of my mouth before i can stop them, especially when i get nervous around certain people already. i must come off so ridiculous sometimes.
wow, tonight's the night i've been waiting for , for like ... i don't know i guess a week. but it should be mad funny.
i wish i would stop feeling so vulnerable, this wasn't supposed to happen and i wasn't supposed to feel these feelings anymore, and it's been so long since i've had a stupid crush on a boy that i can't even act right. fuck two year relationships, i also had a dream about paul last night and i wish i could just forget about him too because, well i don't have any feelings for him anymore but i really wish that we could still be friends. he told me when i broke up with him right from the start he wouldn't be able to be just friends with me and that he had to detatch himself and i guess, well i guess i'll never really speak to him again unless for some reason he comes back to the high school next year but i won't be the one to approach him.
i think i just need to get laid.
haha, it's true.
ROCK PAPER SCISSORS WEEDIES TONIGHT PEACE OUT.
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[Friday
May 26th, 2006
10:33pm] |
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hi, my computer got taken away again so anytime i'm online it's because i'm using eric's computer. things have been okay i guess. nothing earth shattering is new.
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[Sunday
May 21st, 2006
5:22pm] |
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hmm, so my life only ocnsists of getting high and doing other fun stuff with friends which isn't really a problem.
fuck clown ass niggas and people who are such goddamn liars.
fuck people who try and be your friend, and do fucked up shit behind your bakc and expect you not to find out. bitch if you're gonna fuck me over don't pretend we're cool because we're not.
i could spit in about half the people i know faces. i am so sick of dumb cunts and dumb jackasses that fuck with me, it's over it's done i'm being pushed to the limit and this is where it ends. i don't owe anyone a motherfucking thing so i can just drop out right now.
still love blunts tho.
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[Monday
May 15th, 2006
4:02pm] |
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today i saw my life shatter into a million pieces all over my science classroonm floor.
rip my bowl ♥
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[Sunday
May 14th, 2006
9:21am] |
shit changes now.
things can absolutley not stay the same.
i hate all of lasts nights feelings and how i feel now.
never again.
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[Saturday
May 13th, 2006
7:35pm] |
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uhm, why do people like to fuck with me, i really want a response.
whatever though.
tomorrow i'm chillen with mah homie eric dwyer and we'll have mad fuuunn. last night i chilled with priya + other chill kids and i had fun.
tonight i'm chillen with xstina, and smokin mad blunts.
PZ out.
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[Saturday
May 13th, 2006
8:26am] |
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uh, i'm feeling kind of repulssive or something :[
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[Thursday
May 11th, 2006
10:31pm] |
today ruled .
tomorrow will too.
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[Tuesday
May 9th, 2006
8:01pm] |
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i dont know,i'm bored.
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[Tuesday
May 9th, 2006
4:29pm] |
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damn....i thought this shit had stopped but i guess people still love to fuck with me.
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[Monday
May 8th, 2006
9:10pm] |
aside from family feuds, lifes been good. now i'm just trying to be patient for my beautiful of beautifuls to get here to me. i wish i knew when that was happening.
math average = 70, fuck yeah. and damn, i need a cigarette!
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[Saturday
May 6th, 2006
11:24am] |
tonight if everything works out should be wonderful. last night was pretty nice, got high with a couple of friends and took some shots.i've been almost living at eric's house lately, i'm scared his family is going to start to resent me if they don't already,heh.i hope i get to see sean today,haha. i'm such an idiot. the last full day of school is june 13th so that's not even that far away. i can not wait until summer! i don't even care if i have to go to summer school, i just can not wait!
cinco de mayo ruled.
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[Saturday
May 6th, 2006
11:21am] |
so i don't even know what i'm doing anymore.
things aren't that bad.
things aren't that great.
i've been chillen with eric and sue, and even sam yesterday and that was a good time.i'll be back there later, and tonight if everything goes as planned should be wonderful.
ahhh, i can picture myself writing a long drawn out entry later so beware.
i really hope i get to see sean today ;x.
i'm such an idiot.
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[Friday
May 5th, 2006
7:09am] |
oh boy, yesterday was mad funny,haha.
i like kisses!
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